Emo.

I have this sudden urge to blog and i mean write. I just wanna write out what's been hiding beneath my very true feelings all the while because there is no point of concealing it anymore. I find it so hard having to bury my own feelings just to please everyone's mind. I thought i could just close all the files of the past but i cant and i hate myself for being so fragile that i cant digest those hurtful words that one said. Be it impulsively or compulsively. And sometimes it leads to hatred and vengeance. I bursted out crying just like that yesterday night because my tear glen couldnt hold the pour anymore. And truth to be told, i tear everytime when it comes to linger in mind. Eugene who went to bed hours ago woke up in surprise and brainwashed WTF i mean comfort me that life's like this with abundant of theories and stories. At that time, i sensed a very intense radiance and it came from the halo on Eugene's head wtf.

Sometimes when your friends comfort you and show you their supports it doesnt mean that they really do. AND I AM NOT SAYING THAT ALL OF THEM FRIENDS ARE LIKE THAT. *hastily* Its like the sense in you lets you know who is actually praising you when there are a few of them utter out compliments. And sometimes, the flaws could be seen from their answers to your questions and i dont mean you create questions to judge them from their answers i mean impromptu conversation please dont get me wrong. Or sometimes from the way they approach the conversation. They are like twisting the truth and at the same time showing you their back and of sort i just couldnt prompt out a good explanation for a better understanding SORRY and i truthfully hope you get what i mean like seriously. T_T

I feel like spilling all these to someone but i never did until yesterday. Eugene was the first to know after so long. Mission phailed because i didnt close the files, in fact, i reopened it. Was it because she holds a too significant corner in my heart or because of me who minds too much? Leave it as a question.

At the same time, i am overwhelmed with gratitude too because there are truly some friends who stay and hold me despite of the figure that i possess T_T when the world is shaking. And have supper at boston together wtf. We might not be close last last time and i even stole your diary to read and made you had the most bizarre picture of primary school in mind. -_- But if you have not known yet, all of you are the superstars *possessed by Richard Reid WTF ok all of you resembles the pillar of strength of mine. Really. T_T Thankiu.

On a different note, i'm down with food poisoning because of my greediness. Yesterday night, I gobbled up the 30% cooked siham like there's no tomorrow because i enjoyed the moment where all the blood sprinkled in my mouth whenever i gnawed on them. And this morning i felt so dizzy in the office that i visited the loo so often and vomitted air and some very disgusting gaster juice. I told Eugene and he asked me to leave the office and go for a doctor but i insisted on staying because i do not want to waste my effort for waking up early just like that WTF. Up to a point, i couldnt stand the pain and the discomfort caused and i gave in and told the office i yam leaving. And very sweet of the doctor to give me 2 days of MC yayyy -_-

I hope my diarrhea persists and when i'm dehydrated the output will be the fats WTF

Thats all. Baiii.

Happy birthday!

Hello hello sorry for the delay of my HK post and this post is not about the trip as well wtf. Veron has been rushing me repetitively to write a post abbada trip but i have no time. And you know me well i love to procrastinate. T___T Still, i spent my time filtering all the pictures due to my itchy hands during the trip. -_- I find excitement in taking picture like this.....


HAHAHAHAHAHAH Dont you think its funny?!! HHAHAHAHAHAH

or like this....


HAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHHAHAH AHAHHAHAHAHA!

Back to my sole purpose of this post! -__-

Hope that you meet the opportunity to climb the corporate ladder so that you could give me lotsa money to shop til i drop WTF

Hope that the lottery ticket that we bought appear in the first prize column WTF

Hope that when one day we open your car's boot, there will be a bucket of money in it WTF

WTFFFF why all my wishes is about money and the main beneficiary is always ME one!

Okay serious serious! *solemn

Hope that everything that you've planned could be achieved within the timeline you set! This is also about money. T_T

It sounds better this way. May this year bring you a step closer to your life goals! :D:D

And...

Hope that the world is peace. T________T This is the only thing which i could think of which is not about money!

Anyway, best of luck and you know you can always have my back!


Happy 23rd birthday!

I wuvvv you!

Baiiii!

Never learn.

Why do I always repeat the same mistake? Like again and again. I never learn, never never learn. Sometimes when something happened you fight for it aloud doesnt mean that you'll end up winning. Why i can never carve this in heart? I am a very aggresive girl, regardless of what i'm dealing with, aggresiveness always comes first of everything. WHY WHY WHY? I've been trying to change this bad habit of mine but can never succeed. NEVER.

Sometimes, its not that you're wrong, but you just cant voice up your say even though you stand on the right side. I've always complained why is this happening because it is not fair. IT IS NOT FAIR. I should just shove this phrase from my book because life is never fair. If its fair, why would there be some filthy rich ass ppl where money for them is like only a game of numbers and some ppl who work so hard as they're just earning for a living? So if you were born this way, you should just go with how you were moulded.

Such is life? I hope i could change it. But i know it well that no matter how hard you try, you would still be in the circle which you're meant to be in. What differs you from others is the height you could achieve in your circle itself. NOT ANOTHER CIRCLE. Its not impossible to jump off your circle and hop on another, but its HARD.

I will always remember this.
JUST NOD TO WHATEVER THE OTHER PARTY SAY WHEN YOU KNOW THEY WOULD HURT YOU OR YOUR FAMILY IF YOU WERE TO GO AGAINST. NEVER PUT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY'S LIVES AT RISK.

Vrooom!

I'm homeeeee! But in a wider figure T______T.

I've too much to do, need time to filter all the pictures you wouldnt wanna see my sister's pissed off face or eugene's nostrils right hahahahaha wtf.


*click to enlarge if you wanna see my pweeetty face.* /blush
Oh, we went Eygpt. Sudden change of plan.

Okay i lied that was at Window of the World. Pehhhhmehhh.
Bai bai, will update very soon. Trust me! *throws fist in air

Bad luck!

Very quickly. I dont want all of you to dump me so i make up my mind and come up with the decision to write this post after much consideration like havent packed my clothes yet bleahhh and like havent watched my favourite series all wtf.

Today is definitely not my day because all the misfortunes happened to me just like that. T_T I had Eugene's car with me today cos i need to help him to drive the car to service centre for servicing. I went to the toilet with my sis because i couldnt hold my pee cos servicing is always very time consuming. Once i stepped out of the toilet, zzzuuuuupppp i've not idea if its my slippers or the slope is slippery which caused me to PPPOOOOMMM on the ground. T____T Left leg bent and the shin knocked somewhere at the edge of the drain and my right leg plunged into the drain and my toes were badly sprained that now they are like swollen and hardened. I laughed and cried at the same time! Those who know me you know it! Now every step i walk causes an ouch from the heart. T____T

I bought a pair of cheap shades from a stall just now (because i've no money to buy expensive wan T__T.) only to find that the word versace is printed on the lens. I intended to buy cheap stuff but not fake stuff T_T now i've become the ahhbl(ai hot hot bo lo, it means wanna act glamour but glamour in the wrong way!) ppl whom i always say. T___T

But i find something very funny when Eugene and I went to a bookstore in KP to look for some books. We are cultured like that wtf. Then i saw this book which got me laughed so hard and even took down the pictures for you ppl to see. Im gonna show!


Havent you had the idea of what im saying yet?


中国鸟人 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAH


China Birdmen HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAAHHA WTF

And some ppl's parking skill really PHAIL wan you see see!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA


What can you see from this?

For a better view of how Mr E parked his car, i will show you this!


Where got ppl park car like that wan! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAH

Leaving for hk tmr! Bai bai loves. Muaahhh!