Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Life's great.

When I was enjoying the chill wind tickles this morning, I caught myself questioning me myself with millions of WH questions. I don't know what but I just don't feel quite right. Something is wrong, but I find no words in naming them. As I continue to feel the wind kissing my cheeks, it somehow gives me answers to those questions. I realize, I am not myself anymore.

Sometimes, I just feel like I'm not quite here. Is it grief, regrets, or what? I can't quite put a name to it. Some part of me is currently living on a different existential planet. Thousand miles away, in a totally different realm. Part of my mind are somewhat, stolen.

I'm numbed, robot-like. Its like, the very core and essential part of me were ripped out and I'm left in a place filled with confusion. My soul is an exile of my own body and mind.

I reckon things will be alright sooner. It will.

Life's great.

2 comments:

Kelsey Jane said...

very inspirational post!

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m¥§tér¡ØúsßoºkkéèÞér said...

Awesome way to put it. more i read your posts, more you feel like some mind twin of mine.